Merry Christmas everyone!

Not much has been going on here. I actually updated my livejournal/uploaded a new picture. Tonight's the Thespian Christmas Party!

Oh- cool news! I get to play Mrs. Gunnysack in the One-Act! It's a lot of memorization, but I'm just hoping not to let the team down! Rehearsal rehearsal rehearsal!

Love you all!

Ok, Amanda has updated for me, so i'm going behind her back (not really!), i am taking the initiative and making a random important post about!!!! no, nothing, im just killing time, I would like to say to all of Amanda/my friends, (mostly hers who read this), she misses all of you, send some love to the comment section!! talk to "ya'll" later.

It was an accidental smile,
That made you fall in love.
I was laughing at someone else's joke,
To look up and give you my smile.
But you fell,
For it and for me,
And now I'm stuck,
With you wanting to be more than a friend.
Maybe I was supposed to smile at you,
And make you fall down,
Low and confused,
Or maybe I needed some reassurance that one day,
That I was smart, gorgeous and beautiful.
Maybe it was something you didn't know,
That made you push yourself into my life and thoughts.
Maybe I'm on your mind,
Maybe you are on mine,
But whatever it was that made you think,
That you could fall in love with me,
Maybe,
Just Maybe,
It's working.
Whether or not,
It was my accidental smile.

I have a new layout for my lj. I think it looks okay. The text is too big. I can't change that, though.
Other than that, not much is happening.
I can't get tickets for PoA.
Mom is leaving por la manana, para la fin de semana. I've already said that, though.
No treats, no treats. Time to get a treat.

"When I get home, I am going to eat three snacks!" I said.
"Why don' you eat like five?" Jen.
"Because I'm only allowed to eat one." Me.

Good times.

I miss her... I don't miss him... I wish I had a him to miss.
I wish the sick would just come back... I wish I had a picture of every little thing.
Something kept, something remembered... of the her now gone but here, in her everlating suffering.
It's not fair, its not right. I wish I could share her burden.
Is life so hard, is the ground to hard, to lay my head upon it?
Question, question, laugh, laugh... who cares, who cares, nobody... not me..
It's babblering. It's music. It's dancing in his eyes.
It's promises, missing since they were even first made.
It's wishes left, someone jests, maybe she's not so bad.
Maybe its okay to be alone. Maybe its okay to share a tomb of worries and problems. Maybe its okay to cry, for what never happends. Maybe its not okay, to be pretty, liked and beautiful. Maybe its not what I wanted. Maybe its not who I should be. Maybe its something I could share, tear off my self, give it to her. Make her see how mush she's missed.
Maybe there is no maybe to even maybe about.
Maybe there should be no try, only live and life without.
Maybe there's only an oblivious song, which only death can reach,
Maybe its all just a sickness, so deep and alone.
Maybe its not so depressing. Maybe its easier than that.
Maybe there is only darkness for life. Maybe there is... maybe there isn't.
Maybe there isn't a supposed to be.
Maybe, maybe hurts.
Maybe, maybe cries.
Maybe, maybe needs.
Maybe, maybe dies.
Maybe, maybe leaves.
Maybe, maybe flees.
Maybe, maybe is gone.

Maybe, maybe is maybe and is done.

What They Really Meant:
This is a short section of quotes that I thought that I would explain, literally!

"He who laughs last, laughs best."
Translation: "Oh....Oh....Oh yea! Now I get it! Ho ho ho hehehe ha ha ha! I win! I am the winner!”

"A stitch in time saves nine."
Translation: "That wounded cat almost used up all it's lives."

Well... My hair is alright... not the best, still need highlights.
Life is okay... I have to tell Steven tomorrow that I can't go anywhere with him. I don't like him, but he's really nice and sweet. I'm sure there are plenty of other girls who would be happy to see him, since he's so popular. I need him to stop talking to me outside Mr. T's door. Creepy actually.

My anth. is due May 14... and it sucks.. er- excuse me. My stupid retarded insane crazy teacher moved it up three days to the 11. In exactly one week, which totally sucks.
I really have to go work on it now... *sigh*

Titanic
Directed by James Cameron
1997
Ultra-Condensed by Samuel Stoddard

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Leonardo DiCaprio
Your social class is stuffy. Let's dance with the ship's rats and have fun.
Kate Winslet
You have captured my heart. Let's run around the ship and giggle.
(The ship SINKS.)

Leonardo DiCaprio
Never let go.
Kate Winslet
I promise. (lets go)




THE END

There ya go folks... The entire Titanic movie condensed into-- 1 minute!

I am going to try very hard to do my hair tonight. I will look bad tomorrow, more than likely, but the world shall deal. Besides, I can always change it this weekend.

I haven't updated in a while, but not too much has been happening.
Just found out that Billy had a flat tire. He got it plugged though. We have to go to Wal-Mart tonight.
I finished Uncle Chad's website. I hope he's happy with it. I am going to seriously work on my anthology this weekend and this week. I've done three poems completely with one reflection. I have to look for the rest of my reflections. I lost them.
Lissie went on a vow of silence today. I couldn't do that. I talk too much.
Carolyn said I looked like my mom for one split-second today... good or bad thing?
I am going to put pictures of my mommy in my anothology as one of my five extra things. I'm also including of my other writings, like my song-fics, etc.
Christine wasn't at school today, but she wasn't feeling good yesterday.
I want to go to Wal-Mart and buy makeup! And sunglasses... I am so addicted.
I just found something out... I am like a girly-girl... one of those girls that I wanted to be last year and who I despised all those years before. I've changed, a lot. And it's scary. I bet the co9 thinks I'm stupid for changing so much.
Carolyn changed a bit er- a lot. But that was because of outside influences. My change was all my own... not sure if that good or bad. Carolyn went on a fast-y thing today. I didn't mean to tempt her with food or anything, so I felt bad later.
We had a sub in Mr. Water's class, Mr. B. He talked for forever about getting inspired, etc. I actually paid attention because he had some good stories. I walked for 35-40 minutes straight! He also read two of his poems to us. Apparantly he's had hundreds published or whatever.
I want to go to Wal-Mart right now, so I'm gonna go.
Later.

Current Mood: content

1- [X] Make questions
2- [X] Write play for anthology
3- [ ] Get "peasant shirt"
4- [X] Study for Unit Test (Geo)
5- [ ] Write essay and finish questions for "Taming/Shrew"
6- [ ] Work on anthology cover
6a- [ ] Take picture for anthology cover
7- [ ] Work on anthology in general
8- [ ] Ebay?
9- [X] Go to art store (printed directions previously)
10- [x] Take chirpy chick and class pictures to school tomorrow. (half done)
11- [ ] Find book "Blood and Chocolate" possibly at Jen's.
12- [ ] Work on Chad's website
12a- [ ]Look up free temp. site
12b- [ ]Look up domain names and hosting

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1- [X] Make questions
2- [ ] Write play for anthology
3- [ ] Get "peasant shirt"
4- [ ] Study for Unit Test (Geo)
5- [ ] Write essay and finish questions for "Taming/Shrew"
6- [ ] Work on anthology cover
6a- [ ] Take picture for anthology cover
7- [ ] Work on anthology in general
8- [ ] Ebay?
9- [ ] Go to art store (printed directions previously)
10- [ ] Take chirpy chick and class pictures to school tomorrow.
11- [ ] Find book "Blood and Chocolate" possibly at Jen's.
12- [ ] Work on Chad's website
12a- [ ]Look up free temp. site
12b- [ ]Look up domain names and hosting


One down. Thirty and one to go.

To do:
1- [ ] Make questions
2- [ ] Write play for anthology
3- [ ] Get "peasant shirt"
4- [ ] Study for Unit Test (Geo)
5- [ ] Write essay and finish questions for "Taming/Shrew"
6- [ ] Work on anthology cover
6a- [ ] Take picture for anthology cover
7- [ ] Work on anthology in general
8- [ ] Ebay?
9- [ ] Go to art store (printed directions previously)
10- [ ] Take chirpy chick and class pictures to school tomorrow.
11- [ ] Find book "Blood and Chocolate" possibly at Jen's.
12- [ ] Work on Chad's website
12a- [ ]Look up free temp. site
12b- [ ]Look up domain names and hosting

This shall be my post until most of them are gone... or I can just copy it until all are finished... good plan, good plan.. buena idea!

Happy Easter! I got a little chirp-y chick! *chirp*chirp* Miss Quack says that she is cool!

Many hearts,
Queenage

Just a thought... and/or discovery:

People will believe anything if you whisper it.

Take note and remember.
fin.

Check this out.

I get home off bus and I don't have my key to my house. I wait for the longest half-hour of my life for Josh to come home. He doesn't have a key either. It's now 4:00. Josh and I are waiting outside. La-la-la. I work on Geography W.S.'s. I finish. I wait. JOsh takes his book bag and puts it on the ground and takes a nap. I starely blankly ahead, watching a cardinal and a few squirrels. Josh stops his nap at like 4:45. I take a tennis ball and bounce it up and down. Josh starts doing his homework. Everytime I drop the ball, it rolls all the way down the hill into the road. I make Josh go get it every time. We did a lot of waiting. He does his homework. I sit because he won't go get the ball and I'm too lazy. At 5:30, an hour later, the neighbor from across the street comes home. He starts working on his lawn mower and JOsh and I start playing around. He names some random elements off the Table of Elements from his Science book. We play little games, where he goes, "What does Ru stand for?" "What?" "Ru?" "Stupid." I reply in a bored tone and we continue on like this. We get loud, playing around, and the neighbor asks if we are locked out. We say yes. He offers us his bathroom and a glass of water or whatever. WE politely decline and be less loud. A half-hour goes by with no one else home expect locked-out Josh and I. I sit and stare stupidly while playing with the ball again. He finishes homework. It's now 6:30. He sits for fifteen more minutes. All the while through this, we can hear the phone ringing like ten times. Mom is calling, like mad, but we can't pick up the phone. Then Josh gets bored and goes around the house to find an open window. The one in my mom's room is open. The window is really nasty though, with dead bugs hanging off the side of it and crap. I am the only one who can fit. JOsh gets a chair and holds up the window with a baseball bat while I climb through it, getting dirty bug crap on me. I climb up, so happy that we actually made it because we also had to work through the screen. I get in, run to the front door all happy because we've been locked out for nearly three hours. I open the door to find my mother there, with Domino's pizza in her hand. Now, isn't it ironic?

Current Mood: icky-dirty... need a bath!

Am now woring on AP application thing-y... phew... what a pain.