can you feel...

Merry Christmas!

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 19:03:45 GMT

Merry Christmas everyone!

Not much has been going on here. I actually updated my livejournal/uploaded a new picture. Tonight's the Thespian Christmas Party!

Oh- cool news! I get to play Mrs. Gunnysack in the One-Act! It's a lot of memorization, but I'm just hoping not to let the team down! Rehearsal rehearsal rehearsal!

Love you all!

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 01:38:11 GMT

Ok, Amanda has updated for me, so i'm going behind her back (not really!), i am taking the initiative and making a random important post about!!!! no, nothing, im just killing time, I would like to say to all of Amanda/my friends, (mostly hers who read this), she misses all of you, send some love to the comment section!! talk to "ya'll" later.

..friends&only...

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 23:27:56 GMT

So here's my journal... here's my secrets...
Know me more?
Ask for the key to my door.

..friends&only..

Accidental Smile

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 15:48:55 GMT

It was an accidental smile,
That made you fall in love.
I was laughing at someone else's joke,
To look up and give you my smile.
But you fell,
For it and for me,
And now I'm stuck,
With you wanting to be more than a friend.
Maybe I was supposed to smile at you,
And make you fall down,
Low and confused,
Or maybe I needed some reassurance that one day,
That I was smart, gorgeous and beautiful.
Maybe it was something you didn't know,
That made you push yourself into my life and thoughts.
Maybe I'm on your mind,
Maybe you are on mine,
But whatever it was that made you think,
That you could fall in love with me,
Maybe,
Just Maybe,
It's working.
Whether or not,
It was my accidental smile.

New LJ Layout

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 20:13:59 GMT

I have a new layout for my lj. I think it looks okay. The text is too big. I can't change that, though.
Other than that, not much is happening.
I can't get tickets for PoA.
Mom is leaving por la manana, para la fin de semana. I've already said that, though.
No treats, no treats. Time to get a treat.

"When I get home, I am going to eat three snacks!" I said.
"Why don' you eat like five?" Jen.
"Because I'm only allowed to eat one." Me.

Good times.

Maybe

Tue, 11 May 2004 21:02:23 GMT

I miss her... I don't miss him... I wish I had a him to miss.
I wish the sick would just come back... I wish I had a picture of every little thing.
Something kept, something remembered... of the her now gone but here, in her everlating suffering.
It's not fair, its not right. I wish I could share her burden.
Is life so hard, is the ground to hard, to lay my head upon it?
Question, question, laugh, laugh... who cares, who cares, nobody... not me..
It's babblering. It's music. It's dancing in his eyes.
It's promises, missing since they were even first made.
It's wishes left, someone jests, maybe she's not so bad.
Maybe its okay to be alone. Maybe its okay to share a tomb of worries and problems. Maybe its okay to cry, for what never happends. Maybe its not okay, to be pretty, liked and beautiful. Maybe its not what I wanted. Maybe its not who I should be. Maybe its something I could share, tear off my self, give it to her. Make her see how mush she's missed.
Maybe there is no maybe to even maybe about.
Maybe there should be no try, only live and life without.
Maybe there's only an oblivious song, which only death can reach,
Maybe its all just a sickness, so deep and alone.
Maybe its not so depressing. Maybe its easier than that.
Maybe there is only darkness for life. Maybe there is... maybe there isn't.
Maybe there isn't a supposed to be.
Maybe, maybe hurts.
Maybe, maybe cries.
Maybe, maybe needs.
Maybe, maybe dies.
Maybe, maybe leaves.
Maybe, maybe flees.
Maybe, maybe is gone.

Maybe, maybe is maybe and is done.

Thu, 06 May 2004 22:36:17 GMT

What They Really Meant:
This is a short section of quotes that I thought that I would explain, literally!

"He who laughs last, laughs best."
Translation: "Oh....Oh....Oh yea! Now I get it! Ho ho ho hehehe ha ha ha! I win! I am the winner!”

"A stitch in time saves nine."
Translation: "That wounded cat almost used up all it's lives."

Tue, 04 May 2004 22:46:18 GMT

Well... My hair is alright... not the best, still need highlights.
Life is okay... I have to tell Steven tomorrow that I can't go anywhere with him. I don't like him, but he's really nice and sweet. I'm sure there are plenty of other girls who would be happy to see him, since he's so popular. I need him to stop talking to me outside Mr. T's door. Creepy actually.

My anth. is due May 14... and it sucks.. er- excuse me. My stupid retarded insane crazy teacher moved it up three days to the 11. In exactly one week, which totally sucks.
I really have to go work on it now... *sigh*

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 17:30:14 GMT

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
On	November 28, 2011

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Yes! I hate her! I get to kill her with a mirror! What an irony! I'll be counting down until Nov. 28 2011! That's in seven years, six months and 29 days! Haha!

Movie in a minute - Titanic

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 16:52:54 GMT

Titanic
Directed by James Cameron
1997
Ultra-Condensed by Samuel Stoddard

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Leonardo DiCaprio
Your social class is stuffy. Let's dance with the ship's rats and have fun.
Kate Winslet
You have captured my heart. Let's run around the ship and giggle.
(The ship SINKS.)

Leonardo DiCaprio
Never let go.
Kate Winslet
I promise. (lets go)

THE END

There ya go folks... The entire Titanic movie condensed into-- 1 minute!

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 22:00:12 GMT

I am going to try very hard to do my hair tonight. I will look bad tomorrow, more than likely, but the world shall deal. Besides, I can always change it this weekend.

Bleh-ness

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 21:31:42 GMT

I haven't updated in a while, but not too much has been happening.
Just found out that Billy had a flat tire. He got it plugged though. We have to go to Wal-Mart tonight.
I finished Uncle Chad's website. I hope he's happy with it. I am going to seriously work on my anthology this weekend and this week. I've done three poems completely with one reflection. I have to look for the rest of my reflections. I lost them.
Lissie went on a vow of silence today. I couldn't do that. I talk too much.
Carolyn said I looked like my mom for one split-second today... good or bad thing?
I am going to put pictures of my mommy in my anothology as one of my five extra things. I'm also including of my other writings, like my song-fics, etc.
Christine wasn't at school today, but she wasn't feeling good yesterday.
I want to go to Wal-Mart and buy makeup! And sunglasses... I am so addicted.
I just found something out... I am like a girly-girl... one of those girls that I wanted to be last year and who I despised all those years before. I've changed, a lot. And it's scary. I bet the co9 thinks I'm stupid for changing so much.
Carolyn changed a bit er- a lot. But that was because of outside influences. My change was all my own... not sure if that good or bad. Carolyn went on a fast-y thing today. I didn't mean to tempt her with food or anything, so I felt bad later.
We had a sub in Mr. Water's class, Mr. B. He talked for forever about getting inspired, etc. I actually paid attention because he had some good stories. I walked for 35-40 minutes straight! He also read two of his poems to us. Apparantly he's had hundreds published or whatever.
I want to go to Wal-Mart right now, so I'm gonna go.
Later.

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 02:25:42 GMT

1- [X] Make questions
2- [X] Write play for anthology
3- [ ] Get "peasant shirt"
4- [X] Study for Unit Test (Geo)
5- [ ] Write essay and finish questions for "Taming/Shrew"
6- [ ] Work on anthology cover
6a- [ ] Take picture for anthology cover
7- [ ] Work on anthology in general
~~8- [ ] Ebay?~~
9- [X] Go to art store (printed directions previously)
10- [x] Take chirpy chick and class pictures to school tomorrow. (half done)
11- [ ] Find book "Blood and Chocolate" possibly at Jen's.
12- [ ] Work on Chad's website
12a- [ ]Look up free temp. site
12b- [ ]Look up domain names and hosting

Buy me!

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 20:22:45 GMT

Wanna purchase me? Scan me!

LJ Barcode

todo 2

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 23:30:36 GMT

1- [X] Make questions
2- [ ] Write play for anthology
3- [ ] Get "peasant shirt"
4- [ ] Study for Unit Test (Geo)
5- [ ] Write essay and finish questions for "Taming/Shrew"
6- [ ] Work on anthology cover
6a- [ ] Take picture for anthology cover
7- [ ] Work on anthology in general
8- [ ] Ebay?
9- [ ] Go to art store (printed directions previously)
10- [ ] Take chirpy chick and class pictures to school tomorrow.
11- [ ] Find book "Blood and Chocolate" possibly at Jen's.
12- [ ] Work on Chad's website
12a- [ ]Look up free temp. site
12b- [ ]Look up domain names and hosting

One down. Thirty and one to go.

To- Do

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 22:34:04 GMT

To do:
1- [ ] Make questions
2- [ ] Write play for anthology
3- [ ] Get "peasant shirt"
4- [ ] Study for Unit Test (Geo)
5- [ ] Write essay and finish questions for "Taming/Shrew"
6- [ ] Work on anthology cover
6a- [ ] Take picture for anthology cover
7- [ ] Work on anthology in general
8- [ ] Ebay?
9- [ ] Go to art store (printed directions previously)
10- [ ] Take chirpy chick and class pictures to school tomorrow.
11- [ ] Find book "Blood and Chocolate" possibly at Jen's.
12- [ ] Work on Chad's website
12a- [ ]Look up free temp. site
12b- [ ]Look up domain names and hosting

This shall be my post until most of them are gone... or I can just copy it until all are finished... good plan, good plan.. buena idea!

Happy Easter

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 15:36:56 GMT

Happy Easter! I got a little chirp-y chick! *chirp*chirp* Miss Quack says that she is cool!

Many hearts,
Queenage

Whispers

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 00:00:05 GMT

Just a thought... and/or discovery:

People will believe anything if you whisper it.

Take note and remember.
fin.

Locked out

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 01:45:21 GMT

Check this out.

I get home off bus and I don't have my key to my house. I wait for the longest half-hour of my life for Josh to come home. He doesn't have a key either. It's now 4:00. Josh and I are waiting outside. La-la-la. I work on Geography W.S.'s. I finish. I wait. JOsh takes his book bag and puts it on the ground and takes a nap. I starely blankly ahead, watching a cardinal and a few squirrels. Josh stops his nap at like 4:45. I take a tennis ball and bounce it up and down. Josh starts doing his homework. Everytime I drop the ball, it rolls all the way down the hill into the road. I make Josh go get it every time. We did a lot of waiting. He does his homework. I sit because he won't go get the ball and I'm too lazy. At 5:30, an hour later, the neighbor from across the street comes home. He starts working on his lawn mower and JOsh and I start playing around. He names some random elements off the Table of Elements from his Science book. We play little games, where he goes, "What does Ru stand for?" "What?" "Ru?" "Stupid." I reply in a bored tone and we continue on like this. We get loud, playing around, and the neighbor asks if we are locked out. We say yes. He offers us his bathroom and a glass of water or whatever. WE politely decline and be less loud. A half-hour goes by with no one else home expect locked-out Josh and I. I sit and stare stupidly while playing with the ball again. He finishes homework. It's now 6:30. He sits for fifteen more minutes. All the while through this, we can hear the phone ringing like ten times. Mom is calling, like mad, but we can't pick up the phone. Then Josh gets bored and goes around the house to find an open window. The one in my mom's room is open. The window is really nasty though, with dead bugs hanging off the side of it and crap. I am the only one who can fit. JOsh gets a chair and holds up the window with a baseball bat while I climb through it, getting dirty bug crap on me. I climb up, so happy that we actually made it because we also had to work through the screen. I get in, run to the front door all happy because we've been locked out for nearly three hours. I open the door to find my mother there, with Domino's pizza in her hand. Now, isn't it ironic?

AP application

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 00:37:16 GMT

Am now woring on AP application thing-y... phew... what a pain.

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 00:36:23 GMT

This is my essay about Great Expectations.

Amanda Canupp
April 5, 2004
Block 2

Isn’t it ironic: The Ironies of Great Expectations.
Charles Dickens’ tale of a poor lowly boy who falls in love with a higher class lady, but can never have her because she has been taught that she can’t love, is, as can already be seen from the summary, full of ironies. The first and most obvious irony is the title of the book. Another irony is the connection between Miss Havisham and Magwitch. The final irony is the one surrounding Estella’s patronage and Estella’s relationship with Miss Havisham.
As a boy, Pip meets Estella and falls in love with her beauty. He knows that Estella will never love him back, however, because of her social class, so he tries to make himself a gentleman so that Estella with accept him. In becoming a gentleman, he gains expectations, none of which come true, leaving him hurting the ones he loved like Biddy and Joe and without Estella. Another point that pertains to this irony is that Pip actually did get a chance to become a gentleman, which was more than he could have ever imagined as a young boy from such a low social class, but he loses his chance to debt, the threat of becoming a convict because of his debt, and his good deed to his friend, Herbert Pocket, when he could have used the money to buy his own partnership.
A further irony is the tie between Magwitch and Miss Havisham and how both were so different from one another, but they were still connected. Firstly, Miss Havisham has never really worked, though she is rich and upper class. Magwitch works to repay Pip for his good deed as he gains his wealth honestly, though he will never move up in social class. Miss Havisham was suspected of being the benefactor because she was rich and had the money to pay for Pip’s becoming a gentleman. Magwitch, however, is really the benefactor, and he was an escaped convict.
A final important irony between Estella, her parents, and Miss Havisham is that Magwitch was actually her father and her mother was accused and acquitted of murder and now works as a maid in Mr. Jaggers’ home. Miss Havisham adopted Estella. The difference in class between the Estella’s parents and Miss Havisham makes it ironic for Estella to have been brought up to be high class. Miss Havisham taught her that she deserved a gentleman, while she was really lowly and didn’t know. Miss Havisham also controlled Estella and made her unhappy because she was unhappy herself. Finally, the only happiness that Estella found was when she was ignored and she forgot what she had been taught all her life. Because she was high class, it was also ironic that Pip worked so hard to become a gentleman to make her fall in love with him, but she refused because he was too lowly for her.
Dickens’ ironies make his story and his characters more believable, because life has always been full of ironies, thus making this story a classic tale of life. Even the title of the book suggests an irony! Other important ironies were the connection between Miss Havisham and Magwitch and lastly, the irony of Estella’s parents and her social class because of Miss Havisham.

Quick side note:

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 23:21:18 GMT

The phrase:

"You must gather your party before venturing forth,"

Is the most annoying/hilarious phrase ever when spoken every time your character decides to put on some boots of speed and get to the edge of the map first, prompting the guy saying the phrase, who has a really low voice, to say it once again, and again, and again, until finally you take the main character, whose death you are trying to prevent throughout the entire game and whose death would cause you to lose and have to start the entire game over, which can go on for many days, varying on your level of addiction, and KILL him, thus prompting you to scream loudly so that the stupid next door neighbors with all the decorations in their ruddy yard can hear you scream, *ahem* "EVIL, MEET MY SWORD, SWORD MEET EVIILLL!!!!!!"

fin.

edit: please take note of the following comments also mentioned in the game.
Xzar: "You... You would tempt me so? How cruel! I shall pine away the days in this very spot lamenting your distinct lack of humanity... And picking daisies. Wheee!"

Minsc (dungeon): "Evil around every corner -- careful not to step in any...!" Oops!

Kagain (outdoors): "Lousy forest -- always reminds me of 'pansy elves...!'"]

Lilarcor the sword (randomly): "I think you need to take better care of me. I look like a second rate pig-poker."
Lilarcor: "Let's go kill.. uh... that over there!"
Lilarcor: "I may be a intelligent sword but a had no formal edumekitation"

Minsc: "Despair not! I will inspire you by charging blindly on!"
Minsc: "Give a man a coin and he eats for a day. Give a man a sword and he can munch on the meatiness of evil!"
Minsc: "You and Boo [the hamster] and I, we are all heroes, hampsters and rangers everywhere rejoice!" *hampster squeeks*
Minsc: "I have lost myself in your words, but Boo thinks you are just ducky."

Jaheira: "You are amusing, in a what-the-hell-is-wrong-with-you kind of way."
Walking down to see a certain red wyrm, buffed to the teeth, and Jaheria pipes up " This may be a bad time but you asked a question of me before and ..."

Ogrillion: "You mess with me? You mess with YOU!"

Coran, flirting with Dynaheir (and she loves it): "You have lovely...uhm...eyes."

Jan: "Spending too much time with this group is like having the calimshite Itch... well, except for the uncomfortable burning sensation... and the rash, but still."

Sorry, but this game is just too much fun to play. They say so many funny things!

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 22:15:03 GMT

I haven't updated all week. Therefore, I shall update now.
Firstly, I am going to the Zoegirl Concert! Yay!
Secondly, I just talked on the phone with Jen for 73 minutes... Jen and I rock!
Thirdly, I am bored.
Fourthly, I still haven't recieved news from anyone about Melissa. Apparantly she told her dad everything. Meanwhile, I hadn't even realized that there was anything to tell. But that's cool.
I must find someone to go to the concert with. Mom bought three tickets. We needed two. I want to ask Carolyn, but I'm not sure if she would want to spend so much time with me when she's really actually/probably mad at me or somethin'. I wish Jen and Carolyn would be friends. But I don't see that happenin' (begins bursting into Shania Twain's When) any time soon. I don't mean to sound so pessimistic but I don't think that cow really jumped over the moon. Ohhh when will I wake up? Why did we break up? When will we make up? When... money grows on trees, happiness is free, people lives peace, everyone agrees.... that's When.

That was fun. Oh goodness gracious, Lordy me! Whatever will I do? *sigh* I am a retard.

Anyway... I have to do my essay this weekend and go to Lauren Dimmer's house with Marina to work on our project.
Fun.
I must be going now... I want to go play BGII:The Expansion. I've already beat BGII over the weekend. Go me! I am a Child of Bhaal and I am the best Child of Bhaal and I shall rule over everything. He.

From my blog to yours,
AmandA KaY CanupP

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 00:40:30 GMT

You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like
you.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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He he! Somehow this seems so true!

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 15:27:40 GMT

Dustin's baseball pictures/pratice is today.
Josh has been recieving lots of attention. I'm getting over that part.

I really want to go to the mall or something today. All I did yesterday was sleep, literally, and watch tv. I want to dress up and go to the mall and spend my gift card.

I also need to find my eyeliner that mom bought me. The stupid thing was brand new, I had only used it once. I've looked everywhere. I just can't find it.
I remember putting it in my purse Wed. on the bus, then Wed. night, we went out to eat somewhere and I realized it was missing. The next day, I asked the bus driver if he had seen it. He hardly understands English. Big help. Then, I got home, thinking that maybe it dropped out of my purse on the ground in the closet. I searched the closet.
I've looked everywhere. I dunno.

I have nothing to do for Spring Break. I am bored. I want to go to the mall.
I'm gonna go. There's no use my complaining. It doesn't help anything at'all.